Tiredness is the keyword to what i am experiencing. Or simply, you can say 'jaded' or 'numb-ness', i am sick and tired of changing my role. I not sure about you, how many people will enjoy changing your role every now and then? Especially, at least 3 major changes in one year? I doubt it.
Everytime, i was used as the 'finger' to cover the 'hole' that is leaking water in the company. I am not sure whether it was a compliment (for being all-rounder) or, it is an insult. I have pondered over the past few days, or in fact the past few weeks thinking what i need to do, or rather, what I want to do.
What i need now is really stablity, higher paid, a fresh start. I do not know what the future lies, but i really need to set a goal for myself for the next 5 years.
What i want to be?
What i want to achieve?
How much i need to earn?
What are the milestones that i want to accomplish?
With the current situation, it will not be feasible to talk about the above questions. I want to change, but how? It seems like my confidence has hit the lowest point in my life.
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